Just So

The time is ticking away and truly, I'm trying not to focus on it. I'm not sure if I'm avoiding or that I'm just enjoying my time at home. I think it's probably a mix of both. I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that I have purchased a one-way ticket. 

Anyway, I have been busy saying a few goodbyes in the last couple of weeks. I've traveled to Philly, Hershey, Harrisburg, Ephrata. It's been wonderful to see friends. Every time I do it seems we talk about my trip just a bit but we continue to act like everything is the same. I believe this is one reason why it's hard to believe I leave Monday. I am thankful I have been able to see so many people and I'm thankful they are supportive and excited for my travels. Thank you to each of you!

In between goodbyes, I am finally packed. Thank goodness! This has been a very, very painful process. I'm not good at leaving my favorite pieces of clothing behind - I just have so many. I'm still considering packing a box to send over. I already have one that is filled with books and two pairs shoes.

Honestly, I can't sit here and tell you I'm excited beyond belief, neither could I say I'm dying of nerves twisting in my stomach. Most of the time everything feels right in the world. Just like you are flipping through the radio and you finally here the first notes of a song that takes you back. It's a feeling I can't explain -it's peaceful, full of joy... Life is just so.